Thursday first: Araneta Center WiFi sucks! Super fail when I so needed it to function properly!
Anyway, Friday morning was very accommodating with sleepy heads like me. Cold and rainy. I woke up late but just in time to get my clothes at Eastwood. I rushed to school for 199 exam. Wow. It was just wow. My professor gives the most challenging exams. I love her! She's the best :D
I was not able to extend since I would be reporting for my next class (also the reason why I had to get my clothes). We started late because we were waiting for the ppt. It went well for me, too bad my group mate did not have ample time to deliver his report (exactly what happened to me when we first presented).
After class, I went to CMC to see Miko. Haven't seen her in a long time! Eastwood plans ditched, Pam (with the new haircut) came; then Carmi, then Grace, then Thesa. We ended up at Hub. Pam and Carmi weren't able to come though. We ate. Thesa and Grace left right away. And I was with Miko. Haha wow. I missed her. That's all I will and can say. :D
Just when I reached home, there was this weird guy who was just plain weird. Ugh. I do not want to lay down details but it's a little scary. :|
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Because I have a bad feeling.
My head feels light. Really. I am not in a good state. I found myself nodding in class a while ago without even processing the words that enter my ears. Yes, I am just pissed and tired of this kind of things. I'm not failing. I just have to re-focus my study. I just have to find new materials. I just have to start again; not from zero, maybe from 0.5 (or whatever positive integer). Seriously, I wanted to disappear at that moment, or be hit by a car, or go crazy. This is the only thing I have now. I can't fail. This is the only thing I can work on.
My professor sent an e-mail. I do not know if it is out of compassion or just an act to make my life even more difficult. I shall find myself tomorrow. I shall find myself... in the library.
My head feels light. Really. I am not in a good state. I found myself nodding in class a while ago without even processing the words that enter my ears. Yes, I am just pissed and tired of this kind of things. I'm not failing. I just have to re-focus my study. I just have to find new materials. I just have to start again; not from zero, maybe from 0.5 (or whatever positive integer). Seriously, I wanted to disappear at that moment, or be hit by a car, or go crazy. This is the only thing I have now. I can't fail. This is the only thing I can work on.
My professor sent an e-mail. I do not know if it is out of compassion or just an act to make my life even more difficult. I shall find myself tomorrow. I shall find myself... in the library.
Damn it. I was supposed to blog about my dream but I had to do my report and forgot it.
The only things I remember
I was in a cozy pad in some province in the South (how did I know? well, it just felt the South) which had a beautiful garden and a gazebo. The pad was small with white walls, zen inspired furniture and the sound of flowing water from the fountain outside. Yes, very much my type. I was with someone and two other "friends" came ("friends" because I don't really know them, one was a guy Filipino actor, the other I can't even remember the face). I think we spent the afternoon talking about random stuff. We had to sleep in a King sized bed. I had bleep with someone while the two "friends" were sleeping. When I woke up in the morning, the unidentified "friend" told me the actor was dead. I freaked out thinking "oh that's why he didn't wake up when you know". I almost cried, it was so scary. Just when we were about to leave at lunch time, the police were already coming and the place was getting crowded, I looked outside the door and saw an old man reading the newspaper, munching on biscuits with a cup of coffee on his side.
:|
The only things I remember
I was in a cozy pad in some province in the South (how did I know? well, it just felt the South) which had a beautiful garden and a gazebo. The pad was small with white walls, zen inspired furniture and the sound of flowing water from the fountain outside. Yes, very much my type. I was with someone and two other "friends" came ("friends" because I don't really know them, one was a guy Filipino actor, the other I can't even remember the face). I think we spent the afternoon talking about random stuff. We had to sleep in a King sized bed. I had bleep with someone while the two "friends" were sleeping. When I woke up in the morning, the unidentified "friend" told me the actor was dead. I freaked out thinking "oh that's why he didn't wake up when you know". I almost cried, it was so scary. Just when we were about to leave at lunch time, the police were already coming and the place was getting crowded, I looked outside the door and saw an old man reading the newspaper, munching on biscuits with a cup of coffee on his side.
:|
